Saturday, February 9, 2013

Zooids

Teenage boys:  Cant live with them, cant live without them.
 
They are unclean, uncouth and unctuous.  They wear clothes that dont fit.  Duct tape is their material of choice when cobbling shoes.  They abhor outerwear of any kind.  Unless its a knit skull cap worn indoors. Their feet smell, sometimes so badly it makes me gag. They are impish, impulsive, and impudent. Known to divert probing questions, they avoid the truth at all costs when coming clean brings the possibility of disciplinary action.  In spite of hearing the same direction countless times, they are unable to articulate any type of outward signal indicating whats being said is being absorbed. Brazen brigands Id like to bridle, they are often my incubus, leaving me feeling bewildered, besieged and beguiled.

Yet they are delightful, decorous, and demonstrative, capable of expressing a deep and real empathy.  They are fiercely loyal, speaking up for the underdog, fighting for social justice. I often think that if they can make it through high school with their passion intact, theyll change the world with their indomitable spirits. They are remorseful, reliable, and responsible, shoveling the driveway without being asked or cleaning and vacuuming a bedroom. They are attuned, attentive, and atonable. They can sense when something is not right with me and will ask if everything is okay. They make me laugh. Their creativity and imagination astound me.
 
They are capable of existence without me right now, more or less. This is the struggle.  And so I vacillate, wondering when theyll be ready to leave and how I will ever cut this cord.

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